Tuesday, April 26, 2016


dah 4 bulan tapi saya masih excited bila awak call
dah 4 bulan tapi tetap takboleh kalau takjumpa
dah 4 bulan tapi saya masih in love macam hari pertama
pejam celik pejam celik dah 4 bulan berlalu... tapi rasa macam baru 4 hari

selamat 4 bulan,nyawa

Saturday, April 16, 2016

i've no balls

if i had a chance to re-do my life there are so many things i would love to change...

spm, boyfriend thing, perceptions, school, friends....

right now, at the age of 23 i'm starting to regret almost everything i do.. Uni life, friends....

if i had a chance to choose what i wanna do for my future, definitely not what i do today... not that i regret every single thing but some people just don't understand.. i never had a chance to choose or voice out my opinion, not that i remember. but i always remind myself, if u do with sincere heart, tanpa mengeluh & because of your parents asked u to do so, because of your parents had plans for ur life, your way will be easy.. pahala pun dapat sebab obey arahan parents.

people said, follow the flow. well, people.. i'm on that flow. even flow tu aku tak pernah suka, my parents raised me up until today and ME as a daughter "needs" to make sure my parents will be so proud of me; walaupun aku taksuka. and some people are just lucky as they are be able to choose and do things they love..

as for me, imma malang girl full with ambitions which i will never get to do. that is very heartbreaking, i know

Tuesday, April 12, 2016


"kalau u takada, i taknak hidup. my life is you" 

Thursday, March 17, 2016

your cuppa tea

i dont know what i'm drinking, but if this is love, pour me another glass